tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-30173838499768605232024-02-06T21:00:59.685-08:00Blissfully Chaotic Unknownnoreply@blogger.comBlogger4125tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3017383849976860523.post-76029502366007868432012-11-30T10:06:00.002-08:002012-11-30T10:06:35.890-08:00Dealing with jealousy while TTCWhile women are getting pregnant all around me, I find myself wondering what it is that I am doing wrong. I feel angry and jealous followed my just plain sad. I know its not Christian of me to feel any of these things but I cant help it. I have turned to prayer and my bible for the answers. I love the way the Lord works when I look to him. I do what I like to call Bible magic 8 ball. I pick up my bible and I just open and read. Well on this particular day I was in my 6th month of trying and I had just learned of yet another pregnancy. This time the women was not necessarily trying, they were just seeing "what happens." Well, I opened my bible to a book I had never read. It was the book of Ezekiel. Here is what I read..<br />
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Ezekiel 8-12 Idolatry in the Temple<br />
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<span class="text Ezek-8-1"><span style="font-family: inherit;">In the sixth year, in the sixth month on the fifth day, while I was sitting in my house and the elders<span style="font-size: 0.65em;"><sup class="crossreference" style="font-size: 0.65em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-NIV-20606A" title="See cross-reference A">A</a>)"></sup></span> of Judah were sitting before<span style="font-size: 0.65em;"><sup class="crossreference" style="font-size: 0.65em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-NIV-20606B" title="See cross-reference B">B</a>)"></sup></span> me, the hand of the Sovereign <span class="small-caps" style="font-variant: small-caps;">Lord</span> came on me there.<span style="font-size: 0.65em;"><sup class="crossreference" style="font-size: 0.65em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-NIV-20606C" title="See cross-reference C">C</a>)"></sup></span></span></span><span style="font-family: inherit;"> <span class="text Ezek-8-2" id="en-NIV-20607"><sup class="versenum" style="font-size: 0.75em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;">2 </sup>I looked, and I saw a figure like that of a man.<sup class="footnote" style="font-size: 0.65em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="[<a href="#fen-NIV-20607a" title="See footnote a">a</a>]">[<a href="http://www.biblegateway.com/passage/?search=Ezekiel+8-10&version=NIV#fen-NIV-20607a" style="color: #b37162; text-decoration: initial; vertical-align: top;" title="See footnote a">a</a>]</sup> From what appeared to be his waist down he was like fire, and from there up his appearance was as bright as glowing metal.<sup class="crossreference" style="font-size: 0.65em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-NIV-20607D" title="See cross-reference D">D</a>)"></sup></span> <span class="text Ezek-8-3" id="en-NIV-20608"><sup class="versenum" style="font-size: 0.75em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;">3 </sup>He stretched out what looked like a hand<sup class="crossreference" style="font-size: 0.65em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-NIV-20608E" title="See cross-reference E">E</a>)"></sup> and took me by the hair of my head. The Spirit lifted me up<sup class="crossreference" style="font-size: 0.65em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-NIV-20608F" title="See cross-reference F">F</a>)"></sup> between earth and heaven and in visions<sup class="crossreference" style="font-size: 0.65em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-NIV-20608G" title="See cross-reference G">G</a>)"></sup> of God he took me to Jerusalem, to the entrance of the north gate of the inner court,<sup class="crossreference" style="font-size: 0.65em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-NIV-20608H" title="See cross-reference H">H</a>)"></sup> where the idol that provokes to jealousy<sup class="crossreference" style="font-size: 0.65em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-NIV-20608I" title="See cross-reference I">I</a>)"></sup> stood.</span> <span class="text Ezek-8-4" id="en-NIV-20609"><sup class="versenum" style="font-size: 0.75em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;">4 </sup>And there before me was the glory<sup class="crossreference" style="font-size: 0.65em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-NIV-20609J" title="See cross-reference J">J</a>)"></sup> of the God of Israel, as in the vision I had seen in the plain.<sup class="crossreference" style="font-size: 0.65em; font-weight: bold; vertical-align: top;" value="(<a href="#cen-NIV-20609K" title="See cross-reference K">K</a>)"></sup></span></span></div>
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<span style="font-family: inherit;">What stood out to me at first was the numbers in the beginning and I was just caught up in the reading from there. That's when the presence of the Lord came over me. My jealousy over others joy is very displeasing to the Lord. So I decided to dig into my bible more and read what the Lord says about jealousy. I came across this </span></div>
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<span style="background-color: white;"><span style="color: #222222; font-family: inherit;"><span style="line-height: 18px;">Being jealous indicates that I am not pleased with what the Lord has given me. He has given me 3 beautiful healthy children, an AMAZING, faithful, loving, and most important patient husband! How could I not </span></span><span style="color: #222222;"><span style="line-height: 18px;">rejoice</span></span><span style="color: #222222;"><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="line-height: 18px;"> in that. In order to combat this jealousy I need to be more like Jesus and less like myself. Focus on the good the Lord does for me and not focus on what I feel he doesn't. Find comfort in fellowship and mature </span></span><span style="line-height: 18px;">Christians</span><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="line-height: 18px;"> who can help with my path of </span></span><span style="line-height: 18px;">righteousness</span><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="line-height: 18px;">. Remind myself every day that the Lords plan is by his will, his design and </span></span><span style="line-height: 18px;">ultimately</span><span style="font-family: inherit;"><span style="line-height: 18px;"> in his time. Hanging tight to my favorite verse...</span></span></span></span></div>
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Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3017383849976860523.post-67838502032506653322012-09-20T06:38:00.004-07:002012-09-20T06:38:43.956-07:00SA Results are in and a RE update. So, We had the semen analysis done and we received the results and can I just say, there is NO reason I shouldn't be pregnant. Here is the break down followed by a quick explanation of what each means.<br />
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376 million sperm/ML = 3ml was given<br />
70% Motility (needed to be greater than 50%)<br />
74% Morphology (Needed to be higher that 30%)<br />
Total count was 1.128million. In case I did that wrong.. 1 Billlion 128 Million. THATS ALOT!<br />
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Motility is how they swim...as in a straight line not in circles.<br />
Morphology is what they look like. They have to have good heads, straight tails, they need to be healthy otherwise if they swim good but have double heads, small heads, or big heads they cannot penetrate the egg.<br />
These are unbelievable results considering he had a vasectomy for 7 years prior to surgery. I am very happy with the results but it left me feeling like I was the problem<br />
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I met with the Infertility doctor on Monday and he said he doesn't feel like we cannot conceive on our own but would put me on Clomid if I wanted. I haven't decided on that yet. He did a ultrasound and said my uterine lining was REALLY thick. Like so thick he confirmed I was in fact pregnant last month and didn't clean everything out when I had my period. He wants me to come back in on Cycle day 2 or 3 to do another sonogram to see if my uterine lining is shedding appropriately. If not, I have to have a D&C. Husband is leaving next weekend for anywhere between 3-6 weeks for work. I am not sure how I feel about a D&C while hubby is gone. I was hopeful that I was pregnant this month but it turns out I am not. So, on to another cycle and praying for another day that I will be blessed with a test with a double line!<br />
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Today is the day my husband will have a Semen Analysis to see if his reversal was a success or a failure. I cannot even begin to explain how I feel! I am so nervous, yet hopeful. I am scared yet at peace. I know the Lord has a plan for me and for us but I would just like a glimpse at what it is. Today is that day. I know we had return of sperm so in the medical community that is considered a successful surgery. To me a successful surgery would be return of sperm that can give me what my heart longs for...a baby! I barely slept, I cant eat and I feel shaky inside. Like at any moment I could burst into tears. I pray that the results are good and I pray we are blessed.<br />
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I have an appointment with a RE (Reproductive Endocrinologist/Infertility doctor) on Monday. If everything is good for my husband then I want to make sure everything is good for me. Here's to more praying and realizing my faith is what will get us through! All it takes is the faith the size of a mustard seed to move a mountain. I think my faith is bigger than that. God is good ALL THE TIME!Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0tag:blogger.com,1999:blog-3017383849976860523.post-45014668053234466502012-09-13T08:07:00.001-07:002012-09-13T08:07:48.966-07:00Introduction. <span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">I am a 30 some thing wife and mother of 3 amazing, busy children.</span> <span style="font-family: Arial, Helvetica, sans-serif;">Trying to keep the chaos at bay and run a smooth happy household. We are currently Trying to Conceive baby #4. We are struggling with self induced infertility issues. My husband had a vasectomy on 2004 after our 3rd child was born. We flew to Oklahoma to have it reversed. You can find that in my original blog <a href="http://supermomof3.blogspot.com/2012/06/just-to-catch-everyone-up-surgery-trip.html">Surgery Trip!</a> I'm starting a new blog for our new life. I felt my old one had way to much of my past life and language and I want to close that chapter. We are a Christian household trying to raise our children up in the ways of the Lord. Making the transformation was hard but also the very best decision we ever made. Follow our family in our trials and smiles, Infertility battle and simplifying the chaos. </span>Unknownnoreply@blogger.com0